i wrote this about you a long time ago

“I hope she’ll be a fool. That’s the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool…”

Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back

I drank my weight

in water mixed with paint

and as it poured from my eyes

and ran through my veins

and trickled down my fingertips

I woke up

and realized 

I had been a work of art 

my whole life

and no critic

can convince me otherwise

not my pic, just made it transparent

Trainspotting (1996)

I’m going to change. This is the last of that sort of thing. Now I’m cleaning up and I’m moving on, going straight and choosing life.